Ewww. Again? But in all seriousness, I am at a certain peace right now. I guess it’s the calm before the storm. The moment in the movies where there is build up and that part to where you are facing the bad guy for the last time and an explosion happens, and you’re suspended in air. Or when there is a showdown and both bullets are fired at the same time. What about the part of the movie where the two ninjas charge at each other, both are slashed, but only one lives. Yea it’s like that. I’d like to put myself in the explosion part mainly because its the coolest to me, and during an explosion, time slows down so you can reflect on your entire life in an instant. That’s happening now as I type this; as you are reading this. I can hear the angelic voices in song, whispering to me “it can either mean life or death”, it’s all up to me. I wish it were up to me. I know how this movie ends, but I still play the role. My existence is built mainly off of everyone else’s existence. So are there’s, but do they envision it the same. Heh, if anything I’ll still be here, alive and well.
So this week went moderately well. I lost a few people. LOL what do I mean, “I lost”. If you aren’t here in the first place, I never lost you. Tuesday’s raid went extremely solid, with a new recruit at that. Hats off to the new recruit; cookies for you. Not only will you be getting a pack of cookies, but you’ll be delivered hand-picked cookies from Grandma’s factory. This noob studied well, and went in for the first time on heroic content and didn’t flinch until the end of the night, but only a couple times on Sindragosa heroic. At this point I was a tad bit annoyed, but, to say the least it wasn’t all the noob’s fault. The 2nd night started off miserably. OMG, I wanted to frickin’ explode the server and stop everyone from raiding, sort of like Deathwing will do us a little later. Twelve players on, 10 viable players for Heroic: Lich King, only 9 ready to go at 8pm. Deadlis? Where are you? I need you. Ya, I know haven’t been inviting you to most of the raids, but Elsiane’s DPS is nasty. You’ve grown up a bit, and I’m proud. But OMG i need you buddy. To no avail, he was not able to log on due to his authenticator still being stuck on his account, and his Ipod touch being disabled. So 8:30pm rolls around, and I see Elsiane in BT. I’m saying to myself, I can’t do this. She doesn’t want to do this, her heart isn’t in it. She didn’t even sign up on the calendar. I kept repeating the statement, “suit yourself” in my head. Omg, then I thought of Eyefailer, he was the only other person that made a statement that I just can’t get rid of. OMG, that guy’s is horrible. Majicchef, if you reading this, or anyone else from Conspiracy, you have to understand you have an extremely bad paladin in your guild, and I am happy you guys got Dieselthor. EWWW. Someone help me! Meanwhile, everyone is debating whether or not we should ask her, I’m looking for other solutions. I’m checking out all the top guilds, and their parses trying to see who would be a viable DPS who is not saved, but has some HLK experience. Defiance, thank goodness you have a lot of players not saved to 10-man. But at that very moment, Elsiane came in to help because we didn’t have enough people. We got in there practiced our phase 1 strategy, Ludvig, was feeling a whole deal better about it and we feel strongly when Tuesday comes we will be nice and refreshed to do what is needed to be done. OMG I wish we had a 3 day raid week.
I just wan’t to say to everyone that shares a similar vision with me. I know who you are. You were there at the beginning, and you’re here until the absolute, bitter end. I love that. Keep bringing it. Because you help make this guild what it is. It’s my motivation. When you d’cd, you called me, when you couldn’t make a raid, you told me days before. When you could have partied, you didn’t. When real-life could have taken priority, you sacrificed for the guild. I’m still suspended in air, waiting to see what the end will be like, but it doesn’t matter cause I know we gonna hold it down.